Feelings.
This is exactly how I feel now.
That upset feeling.
;I hope I'm just overthinking.
Can someone please tell me that I'm thinking too much and this is not true?
I don't like the change in attitude suddenly. I really don't.
I don't like it when someone purposely just evade my question. I was waiting for a reply.
Just when I'm putting more effort into it, but it seem so futile.
I rather you ignore me than to show me attitude.
Tuesday, December 10, 2013 @ 1:25 AM / 0 daisies
Holidays
Don't think you'll ever guess where I'm attached to for clinicals.
All I've gotta say is that it's really somewhere unique and out of your imagination.
I believe working there is a daily challenge. No amount of complacency is even allowed for at a place like this. Yet the satisfactory level is so high.
I guess I forgot to mention this too, EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRR. OMGGGG :)
after this week, I'll be enjoying my holidays (my only true holiday in this whole 3 years) to it's fullest.
GOING TO TAIWAN AT THE START OF SEPT AND KRABI AT THE END OF SEPT :D
hope everything turns out fine~ fingers crossed
Will be updating on the trips when I'm back.
Till then..
Tuesday, August 27, 2013 @ 12:17 AM / 0 daisies
July.
If you're not worth their time, then they are definitely not worth yours as well.
Smile with your best radiance and Love like you've never been hurt.
Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
A walk down the memory lane, to a place where you and I belonged together.
Monday, July 22, 2013 @ 9:31 PM / 0 daisies
Life..
Realized that I haven't been updating this space for quite some time.
It's halfway past July. School good, I guess.
A part of me still lingers at the business courses.
I'm still searching for that sense of belonging to this school.
Till now, everything feels like a dream.
Oh wells. May be path be the path that's right. :)
Enough of all those, met up w many people lately, but didn't have time to write a blog post about it ):
Shall fill this post w all the pictures then, hope no one gets bored of my face.
Pictures posted in a chronological order :)
Anat test tmr ): All the best to thyself ~
Will update again soon!!!!
Thursday, July 18, 2013 @ 9:20 PM / 0 daisies
Holidays
hi blog.I'm having mixed feelings about a certain thing.
A part of me hopes, another part of me hates and the last part of me is disgusted.
That's it.
Thursday, June 20, 2013 @ 9:55 PM / 0 daisies
June
;it's June.
Sunday, June 2, 2013 @ 10:17 AM / 0 daisies
Lunch date 😛
Meet up w Mary dear on Tuesday after class and before her work starts :)
Haven't meet her in a long time~ teehee. And I started off by complaining about certain stuff to her HAHAHHA. -best- (Y)
We only had barely less than 2 hours with each other so <s>we</s>she chose a cafe that was near her workplace :)
The cafe's called Cafe de Jardin and it's nearby bugis.
Don't bother asking me how to get there. Cause I'm a LuChi.
Felt really exclusive when we're there. Mainly because we were the only customers there. BUT THEN AGAIN, I REALLY LIKED THE DECORATIONS. :) well, since I've recently fallen in love w those bunnies. OHMO, don't you think that they're really cute???!!!!
My baby spinach salad w button mushrooms, egg, baked pumpkin and baked potatoes. YUMYUM ^^ 
Mary's smoked salmon sandwich w salad~
Earl grey tea for the two of us :)
-failed shot- HAHA
#potd p.s. I look quite horrible ):
Overall, I think I might come to this place again ;)
Well, other than the fact that I was kinda disappointed that there was no cakes, the food was not bad. Would have ordered a sandwich meal too, if not for the fact that I've already eaten in school; thinking that I was coming here for the cakes only )':
Nonetheless, on a side note, I'm feeling rather happy for this girl who got accepted into the course that she desired. Have fun in ntu babe~
Friday, May 31, 2013 @ 11:59 PM / 0 daisies
Anxiety.
At some point of time in life, at the crossroads, have you ever stopped to think if the path that you're heading to; could it, would it, should it be the path that you really want?Sometimes, I can't help but wonder if I've made the right decision.
A friend talked about traveling into another friend's future and seeing the dilemmas that she faced.
It's rather breathtaking, the fact that it make sense somehow, like 5 years down the road.
Prophecy. Is there such a thing?
The future. He went missing after making those comments; which is apparently now surfacing.
Reminds me of a book I read when I was young, the prophecy of the 3 gems, which talks about 3 girls, not knowing each other and yet falling into a path which was.. Well preplanned even before they were born.
Are we deciding what our future becomes, or are we merely walking into the path that was already prearranged for us?
Is every decision we make, already decided?
On a side note,
It's the 7th week of school.
Just finished my first ICA (exam), and the paranoid feeling of failing is kicking in, god knows why...?
I think I facing some form of exam anxiety, the fear of not doing well, the fear of not working hard enough and the fear of disappointment.
Fear is for the weak, but fear is what makes us stronger, I guess..
But at least for now, I know it's making me ____.
-I don't know what to believe in anymore-
-Can my voice still match up w the rest?- worried.
Thursday, May 30, 2013 @ 9:45 PM / 0 daisies
Week 6~
Week 6 of school..I think I'm really stressing myself out unknowingly.
Weird personalities.
This whole thing is just soooooo.. ______________ -fill in the blanks-
One day.
Thursday, May 23, 2013 @ 10:50 AM / 0 daisies
Studies.
Hi blog.I've been falling sick rather often these few days.
Sigh ): and I think I'm lagging behind my classmates.
Need to really buck up after I'm fully healed. ):
It's almost the 6th week of school. Feeling rather stressed out w I don't know what.
It's just me really.
I over think. I stress myself out. I get myself into deep shit. I emo at one corner for don't know what. Really. Sometimes I myself don't even know what I'm getting myself into.
The guilt-stricken feeling that struck me every single time I'm sleeping and not studying.
Sigh pie, I want to be healthy.
Saturday, May 18, 2013 @ 11:10 PM / 0 daisies