A's level
Just received my A level results.Flabbergasted, Lost, Depressed, Unknown, Lost for words.
My scores ain't that bad, it's average. But it doesn't brings me anywhere of my interest.
Suddenly, I'm faced with uncertainty;
what am i supposed to do.
where to go.
what to expect.
where now?
I really don't know.
These few days I've been roaming the streets, been to areas such as Bishan and even Yio Chu Kang, places where I've never been to. Spent over $10 in transport just taking buses everywhere.
Clearing my thoughts, thinking 'bout life.
What do I really want to do?
The future seems bleak for me then.
For the first time, I fell into a bottomless pit.
I've let my parents down, disappoint them and losing their only hope.
I cried. But I realised SO? I need to get back up on my feet and really think thoroughly, where to head towards..
Grateful for those who stand by me, Thanks dears, wouldn't know what I'd do w/o you guys.
Thanks Yuanwen for accompanying me everywhere, listening to me. Love you.
Thanks Mrs Lian for the advices, I'm sorry.
Thanks Marilyn & Xiuyun for talking w me, i know you guys are also having a hard time. I love you. We'll get through.
Thanks to my Bro ultimately, for being there w me all these times, I'm really sorry. But I really did appreciated everything you've done for me. -insert tears-
;anyways, I've started my applications, hopefully I'll be there in that desired course. Till then.
Sunday, March 3, 2013 @ 11:53 PM / 0 daisies