Anxiety.
At some point of time in life, at the crossroads, have you ever stopped to think if the path that you're heading to; could it, would it, should it be the path that you really want?Sometimes, I can't help but wonder if I've made the right decision.
A friend talked about traveling into another friend's future and seeing the dilemmas that she faced.
It's rather breathtaking, the fact that it make sense somehow, like 5 years down the road.
Prophecy. Is there such a thing?
The future. He went missing after making those comments; which is apparently now surfacing.
Reminds me of a book I read when I was young, the prophecy of the 3 gems, which talks about 3 girls, not knowing each other and yet falling into a path which was.. Well preplanned even before they were born.
Are we deciding what our future becomes, or are we merely walking into the path that was already prearranged for us?
Is every decision we make, already decided?
On a side note,
It's the 7th week of school.
Just finished my first ICA (exam), and the paranoid feeling of failing is kicking in, god knows why...?
I think I facing some form of exam anxiety, the fear of not doing well, the fear of not working hard enough and the fear of disappointment.
Fear is for the weak, but fear is what makes us stronger, I guess..
But at least for now, I know it's making me ____.
-I don't know what to believe in anymore-
-Can my voice still match up w the rest?- worried.
Thursday, May 30, 2013 @ 9:45 PM / 0 daisies